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Tuesday, January 13th, 2009
11:05 pm	Oh.... my..... god..... Well, about ten minutes ago, I called my parents and told them that I'm dating Stacy. I'm so confused right now. It was really awkward... But I feel like a weight was lifted from my chest. I don't know if it was a good idea to tell them or not. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 15th, 2008
1:44 pm	I have to ask... Has anyone ever watched the video called 'old Greg' before? All my buddies here kept telling me that it's soooo awesome and I just have to watch it. So, I finally watched it yesterday, and it really wasn't that great. It was okay, but not as awesome as they made it sound. Look it up on youtube and tell me what you think. Current Mood: hungry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 13th, 2008
1:29 pm	well......... It's been a while... I don't really have time to waste on livejournal these days. Lol, I waste it on better things. Like... Practicing for my second audition! Hooray....... I'm stuck in a rut!!! I've felt crappy for a couple weeks now. It's all because of that audition coming up. My mom decided to tell me about everything I did wrong. I know what I did wrong. Now I can't stop thinking about it. I honestly think that I'm going to do worse this time because I have less time to practice, and I haven't had a music theory class since last year. This whole funk I'm stuck in eases up sometimes, but it never goes away completely. Bah. This is a shitty way to live. >.> I just looked down and saw a bunch of green stains on my shirt... Where did that come from? I just washed this shirt yesterday. Oh well. I'm not here to impress anyone with my looks. I'm tired!! I never get enough sleep. Ever. That's the story of my life around here. I'm always up really late working on some kind of homework, or my roommate's being too loud and has all the lights on. She also likes to blast crappy music from time to time. That's when I just leave the room. My suitemates like to blast music too. Crappy music. One of them has a Dora the Explorer alarm clock. I hear it almost every morning. She lets it go forever too. She just ignores it so I have to listen to Dora's catch phrases all morning. That's about it. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Shitty Roommate Music. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 26th, 2008
11:42 pm	BOOBS!!!!! But not really you sickos. Well, this is day two of my college experience. I cried a couple of times the first day. I was pretty homesick. But, I'm okay today. I'm still missing home, but not so badly. Marching band is intense. Practice goes from 8:30 a.m. to 9:00 p.m. We marched for three hours straight today, and that was only basics practice. We went inside after to practice music for four hours. Then we went outside to learn pregame, but the drill printer thing broke down. So instead, we did more basics. Then we practiced more music. Of course we had lunch and dinner in between then. lol, I would have died if we couldn't eat all day. Literally. When we're done with all of this, I'm going to be able to bench-press trees. My arms were especially feeling the burn. I'm happy about it though, because I'm getting in shape. I would love to be stronger and have some nice arm muscles again. They've lost some definition over time. Anyways, I'm mostly enjoying myself. The homesickness is going away. Marching band is fun/exhausting. The trumpet section is awesome. They are full of themselves in a good way, and they say that the trumpet section is the best section. It's true. Finally, I'm surrounded by people who feel the same way I do. AND THE TRUMPET SECTION IS THE BIGGEST SECTION IN THE BAND!!! THERE ARE MORE TRUMPETS THAN FUCKING CLARINETS!!! YAY!!! The picolo section is pretty close to us though. There are 35 trumpets and 34 picolos. The veteran trumpet players are amazing too. Their tone is beautiful. I've actually noticed my tone changing more like theirs lately, because I actually have a good tone to hear and imitate. In Mt. Morris, I didn't really have any good trumpet players to listen to and improve myself with. There was just me being the leader. They have their own dynamic too that they use on occasion. It's called RFL - really fucking loud. lol, we played a song that was completely in RFL. It was amazing. My roommate finally moved in today, and I still haven't met her. She left me a note saying that she was going out tonight and would see me tomorrow. I must say, my room is a lot cozier with all her pink and leopard print stuff. Lol, I can only imagine what she's like. I kind of wish real school would start already. I want to get the true feel for this college. I already mostly know my way around here, so I'm sure finding my classes won't be too hard. I'm kind of pissed off that the math class I'm taking doesn't count for any credits. It's a basic math class because I didn't score high enough on the math test thing. That class pretty much reteaches you all the math stuff I should have known in high school. It'll probably be filled with a bunch of losers. Good thing it's at 8:00 a.m. Maybe there won't be so many losers because they won't want to get up that early in the morning. heh heh. I heard a jazz band rehearsing in the music place. It was cool. I wish I were in that band. D: They have free computer services here. It's pretty cool. If my computer has a problem, I just take it to them and I'm all set. They'll fix it up for me. Well, I'm pretty tired, so I'm gonna go to bed. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: drained (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 11th, 2008
6:10 pm	Hopelessly romantic My trumpet teacher has been kicking my ass lately! She gave me a ton of music to practice, one piece I have to transpose, and she wants me to practice for three hours a day. My lips are starting to go back to the way they used to be. Man, what a mistake it was to not practice all summer. Anywho, I suppose this asskicking is for the best. Lol. I titled my entry "hopelessly romantic" for no reason at all. Just so you know. My head hurts!! I've had headaches every single day this whole summer! It sucks! This one was low blood sugar induced I think. I haven't had much to eat today, and I am STARVING!!! Not that low blood sugar really means that much to me. Just a headache. Lol, I'm so bipolar! One minute, I'm really excited to go to college, and the next, I want to cry and kill myself before I go to college. I think that I'll probably cry when I get there, but I'll be fine in like five minutes. I'm just a baby like that. I'm really excited to get away from home and be in an entirely different atmosphere. Perhaps I'll quit being so lazy and practice my trumpet more. Hopefully my roommate isn't a monster. Lol, all I know is that her name is Jenna. Doesn't sound too evil. Lol. My dad has a bull dozer now. Lol. Someone gave this really old dozer to my grandparents up north, so he got it running and took it home. He's pretty much in love with it. Ummmm................... That's all that's been going on lately. I don't do a lot during the summer. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Friday, June 27th, 2008
10:43 am	Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey... So, I'm just hanging out right now... Listening to some Louie Armstrong. : D He's the shit. Good music puts me in a good mood. I slept from about five p.m. to eight a.m. That's a lot of sleep. People kept calling me and texting me during that time. Lol, I didn't answer at all. I didn't even hear it ring half as many times as it did. Maybe I should call those people back. Sooner or later I will. Right now, I'm enjoying being alone. Thoroughly. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Monday, May 26th, 2008
5:22 pm	>.> I had the worst headache ever lastnight. I couldn't even move without it throbbing, and medicine just wouldn't get rid of it. So, I decided to take a sleeping aid. Well, it was about 9:40, so I figured I had plenty of time to let the pill work its way out of my system. It only needs eight hours... Yeah right. I was able to sleep, but I couldn't get up! I tried everything to wake myself up, but that damn sleeping pill just didn't want to wear off. So, I marched through that whole damn parade half asleep. What a pain. Stacy and I took a nap right afterwards. She didn't sleep for very long, but I slept until three. I could have slept more, but I woke up long enough to realize Stacy was up, so I forced myself up... Well, maybe I'll sleep good tonight. I did enjoy the parade though. It didn't seem as long and terrible as it had in previous years. I was even able to hit high Cs and Bbs through most of it. Lol, a couple of them were crazy from having a dry mouth though. Ugh. How in the world am I going to tell my trumpet teacher that I didn't get into the music program at Western? This has got to be a nightmare. She's either going to say "you've still got next year" or she's going to flip. Man... When I got that news, I could have flipped myself. I was kind of expecting it though... Yep... That's right world. I suck. I was too stupid to try out anywhere else. And now I'm paying for it. Maybe music isn't my thing. Maybe I just think I'm good because everyone else in Mt. Morris sucks. Who knows? All I do know is that now I guess I'm going to have time to explore other alternatives. Who am I kidding? I don't know what the hell I'm going to do now... Well, my mom is about to loom over my shoulder and check out what I'm doing. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: depressed (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 19th, 2008
6:06 pm	EEEEEEEEEEH!!!! My sister has been whistling nonstop forever now!! I'm about to go crazy!! Current Mood: insane (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 12th, 2008
7:08 pm	XP Big butt so what.<3 Current Mood: Deh (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008
3:35 pm	Bernt Hi mom! Current Mood: Bernt (Comment on this)
Friday, April 18th, 2008
9:29 pm	ROFLMAO!!!! Man! I have been so moody lately! I've been happy, then pissed off within minutes. I think it's partially the bipolarness and partially other stuff that's been bugging me forever now! I must say, yesterday is WAY better than Challenge the Skies and Heavens Above. >.< I hate that song!!!! HATE IT!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! So, I really can't tell anymore if Lindsie Farlow hates me or not. I'm getting really excited for the actual performace of the play. I feel like we've put so much work into it, and it's going to be really good. Man... For a while there, I thought I was seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. It felt like my senior year was finally coming to an end. Then, they had to throw this damn exit project, mock interview, and senior speech at us. Now I feel like there's so much more work I have to get done before I can get out of here. I'm really trying to keep myself from checking out and going into lazy senior mode. That light at the end of the tunnel is a mere speck of light. I haven't gotten senioritis yet, and I don't intend to. That speech Mrs. Gutowski gave us about how someone got rejected from the college that had already accepeted them, because they let their grades slip at the end of the year has me freaked out. Must focus....... Well... I am sick and tired of Mrs. Y. I think that I might not go to jazz festival with her jazz band. I don't want to miss school for something stupid like that. We aren't even going to get a rating, and our comments are going to be nothing good. We're just going to look stupid. Well, my mom's hair is purple. Lol! The weather is finally warmed up! Hooray! Well........ See you space cowboy. Current Mood: indescribable (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 11th, 2008
10:14 pm	>.> Oh man... What have I gotten myself into? I'm trying out for the music whatever at western... hell if I know my scales as well as I should. I know some of them... But ask me to play a minor scale, and you'll get a flatted third. That's it. I always forget the differences between all the minor scales, and if it's something hard like a b minor or c sharp... well... you'll hear a nice major scale... I just memorized a b scale a couple minutes ago. I practiced that one scale for an hour, just getting it under my fingers; flawlessly. I don't know the scales they're going to ask for profficiency 3... Guess now is a good time to start learning them. I'm too busy!! I can't do anything good because I've got to do so much. I'm just not used to this. Well, I just cleaned up an empty yogurt container, a used plate, a used bowl, a cup, and four lunch snack wrappers. All of this was consumed by my sister. Oh, wait make that five wrappers; just found another one. Man oh man does she ever eat! That's all she does all day is sit around and eat! She's never NOT eating, and it really pisses me off! First of all, all she's doing is getting fat! And second of all, she's eating all the food that I might like to eat some time too! I NEVER get to have any lunch snacks, because out of a box of ten, she'll eat six and Ian will eat four; all in the very same day we bought them. You have no idea how frustrating that is!! Mom used to spank me if I ate more than one lunch snack a day! What ever happened to that damn rule?! And I'm ALWAYS cleaning up after her!! She'll leave piles of dishes and wrappers right on the computer desk, and will never think to clean up after herself. So I'm stuck picking up the shit because I want to get on the computer and don't want to stare at her nasty plates. Man, I really wish Mom would have taught her better eating habits. I think she looks to food for comfort, because she hates life so much. If she were a little more involved and had shit to do with her life, then she wouldn't feel like she needs to eat all the time. Or maybe she just needs to take a look in the mirror and realize she's no super model... Actually, I'm pretty sure she knows she's not skinny. She's just too lazy to do anything about it. Okay, let's practice a little self control here. You can stop eating anytime. Like now maybe... Lol... I go on this rant as I stuff my face with some bagel bites. Delicious. Welllllllllllllllllllllll... Not much else to say... See you space cowboy. Current Mood: Ready to bite (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 21st, 2008
8:22 pm	Wing I'm in a better mood today. : D Eh... Can't hang out this weekend!!! I'm so mad... I told someone I really wanted to hang out with them (and I did!!), then what happens? I find out I have to work all weekend!! Gah!!! Curse our first sale ever in fifty-eight years. It'll probably bankrupt us or something. Whatever. I'll make some money. P.S. - When you mentioned late night swimming, that made me really really want to go swimming; late night or not. see you space cowboy. Current Mood: full (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 13th, 2008
7:02 pm	Hands are so dry... My hands are so dry, it hurts. D: I'm having one hell of a bad day. Actually, it's more like a bad two days. I didn't go to school yesterday and it still sucked. Horrible two days. I'm always making mistakes! Everything I do is a mistake to someone. All I want to do is sleep. I could have slept all day yesterday. But of course, Mom called and forced me to get up. I want to die. I can't find time to do the things that I want to do, and when I actually do, I always have something I have to do, so it cuts my time short, and I don't enjoy it because I know I've got to keep an eye on the time. Ugh. Whatever. It's not like anyone can make things better. If anything, I'd like everyone to just leave me alone. So I can quit making mistakes. So I can relax. Just relax. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: Mad world (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 17th, 2008
3:00 pm	What the fuck... I'm really really annoyed right now because I can't log on to my email account. I put in the right password and the right username. This really pisses me off. Really. And just for the record, I applied for college. Now you can leave me alone about it. I just need to apply for the music part of it. I'll get to that when I know what piece I'm going to play. Stupid application asks for my piece. Stupid. I would do my solo, but it's on the e flat horn and I really don't think I'll do very good if they ask me to play any scales. Sure, I'm supposed to magically be a genious and be able to transpose like a person who's been doing that shit for years and years, but I'm not. It's easier said than done. If they asked me for an f scale, sure, I can do that one. If they asked for a c scale, well okay. An a scale, maybe if I'm not too nervous to think. But you see, it's just not that easy. And so, I'll just wait and see what my trumpet teacher says tonight. Shit... I really don't know all my scales. That sucks. I feel like I'm really behind. I don't know all the major scales, and hell minor? No way. And I forget the difference between all those different kinds of minors. I'm afraid they'll expect me to know that. I'm screwed. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 6th, 2008
6:59 pm	Chilli today; hot tamale Gah!! I feel like someone's standing in the hallway behind me, just looking at me, waiting for me to turn around. It's really annoying. There's no one there. >.< ........................................................................................ See you space cowboy... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 3rd, 2008
9:34 pm	So many names; so many people; why do we care?! I hate my brother's new girlfriend (slut). Hate her. I mean, I guess she's okay at times, but when she's alone with him, ugh. Death!! All she does is piss and bitch about everything! And she has the whiniest voice one has ever heard!! I don't know how she stands it. I won't get into the other stuff. Winter break has been hectic, but oh so nice. There have been so many faces I've enjoyed not seeing from school. Heh heh. Not seeing those people is theraputic. I hate being around such biased and ignorant fools. I hate being around all that gossip. It just ruins the way I look at people before I can really give them a chance. Whatever. You get the point. I'm really going to hate to go back. Lol, my mom is addicted to the gameboy now. She likes that brain age game. I myself am ejoying guitar hero. As Davis was getting married, I was kicking ass on hard mode. Sweeny Todd was good. But be warned; it's mostly singing. That's it really. See you space cowboy. By the way... I caught the flu. Puked twice and was bedridden all day a couple days ago. I still can't eat without feeling horribly sick. Stacy and her two brothers got it too. One of her brothers had it the same night I did. D: Current Mood: sick (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 29th, 2007
11:12 pm	Hmmm.... I heard something today that kind of annoyed me... So, Tiff said that I wanted to kill someone in the room. Katie Norton automatically raised her hand and went, "it's me!". Okay, whatever. No big deal. I hate her. Then Tiff says no, it's not her. She told me I gave Sam a dirty look. I feel kinda bad; I didn't mean to. Hope she didn't notice. Anyway, Katie decides to blurt out "Everyone talks about me. They always call me a fat whore" or something like that. What the hell? I've never called Katie a whore. In fact, I've never thought of her that way. She should have never said that. It only puts ideas in people's heads. A whore? Hardly. A guy's gotta be pretty desperate to do that... that thing... that beast. Anywho, that really annoyed me. It's like she was putting words in my mouth. I wish I would have thought to speak up, but it never really crossed my mind to say anything. She really isn't worth the breath anyways. Lol, I did think the dirty look thing was sorta funny though. Guess I just don't realize when I'm looking mean at someone. It's kinda like when Katie scrunches her mouth up right under her nose and puckers her lips and looks like a person with no teeth. Lol, I really don't think she realizes how weird that looks... Ow... I just realized I've been chewing on my lip all night. D: It's giving me a headache... That, and the fact that I'm sick and all messed up. Man it sucks. Any little sickness floating around in the air and I catch it. I woke up at fourish in the morning and spent the next three hours shivering uncontrolably. Heh, I shivered so much, I started to get motion sickness. Then I fell asleep all of a sudden. Ah, that was nice. It was like a little reprieve from misery. When I woke up to my alarm, I was so achey, even the clothing on my body was killing me. Now I overheat really easily and my whole stomach area feels all tired and stuff when I laugh and play my horn and stuff like that and stuff and stuff... and stuff....... And it tickles and makes me cough if I take a whole breath. :p Ugh... My attendance is horrible already. I wish I could have more days to miss. I mean, come on! I'm a bipolar teenager who has a horrible immune system! That's got to be a decent excuse to get a few more days to miss. I can't sleep. My mind has just been running wild today. So many things going on. It's really almost too much for me to handle. (lol, dad just turned the volume up on the tv; I don't think he could hear well over my typing) If you were to look at my calendar, you'd understand. The only day I don't have a music something-or-other going on is sunday, and I work that day. It's crazy. And my music lessons aren't even on there. I hate it. I hope I wasn't one of the ones who said vocal should do more gigs. I like to have free time. Really. I enjoy sitting around at home all weekend, catching up with friends and video games. Seriously! You don't believe me? Lol, quit band and choir, and I'm free. .......................................................... Not that I would do that. Not that I could... Not that I will... Shut up. Noooo!! Yes. Nope.... Not that I won't... What? I forget.... Oh... Okay... Oh no you didn't! Why yes, I did. But I can magically change reality by saying you didn't! Right... You're a genious... Change reality. Oh yes... I did. I didn't... Why not? Because... you changed reality so that I actually didn't. Oh yeah. You're so smart. ...-_-'' (why yes... I was having a conversation with myself) See you space cowboy. Current Mood: contemplative (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
5:02 pm	So every time I write on livejournal, I feel like some bastard is reading my journals, then talking about me later. Whenever I type, I try to think of what I should and shouldn't say, because I don't want any dipshits to find something personal out, then talk shit about it, or bring it up and have some long stupid discussion about it with a friend or group of friends, who, in the end, decide that's just stupid or something. So, with that being said, fuck you who reads my journal, just to have something interesting to talk about later. Something that you won't bring up in front of me, but behind my back instead. And to those who read out of curiosity and just forget about it, hooray for you. And to those who really care, thankyou. So, lately, a certain bitch has been really annoying to me. Someone please drive a stake through that beast's heart. Please? I sang a song in english today. Scary... But it did get me extra credit. XD The song is no longer called "For my Dad". Oh no, not with all the weird notes and uh... what do you call it again when you hit a note below pitch and then lip up to it? I forget... anywho, it is now called "seducing my dad". Boy, I can't wait til I get my part of the solo. Can't wait for thanksgiving. So much food... I'm going to say this, at the risk of getting bitched out by a few; I made up with my cousin. She seemed happier about it than I did. So, lately I've found confiding something in people isn't worth it at all. I don't know if it's just me or what, but I swear, everthing I tell someone ends up blown back in my face in some degrading way. Hmmm... Lol, is a clarinet/trumpet duet possible? I really want to do one with Stacy... But I have to talk her into it first. D: Well, that's about it. See you space cowboy. Current Mood: hungry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
4:45 pm	AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! It's the end of the world!!!! I can't go on this way!!!!!!!! scroll down to see why the world has ended... I can't find my gameboy!!! See you space cowboy. Current Mood: Need... Gameboy... (2 Comments |Comment on this)